Monday, June 16, 2008

Back on track!!!

Its been a month now since I quit my job! The break has worked like a miracle! I finally feel that I've regrouped myself!End of the quarter life crisis, end of frustrating times!!! The start of a new beginning! My confidence is back and the diminishing goals have started expanding again! Now, once again, the brain doesn't seem to depend on the heart for answers :) Well, I've accepted a job offer and am really feeling excited about it. The change though welcome, is still very mysterious. A few months back, I was like a rudderless ship in turbulent waters. I still remember the sleepless nights, the depression, the lack of confidence and the push-over attitude as a result. Though psychologists find it to be perfectly normal, its still hard to believe how a person can deviate so much from one's own self during the transition from early adulthood to maturity! You start questioning about your existence, your mind starts getting pulled in different directions, you lose track of your priorities in life, in short, you lose focus completely! The longer the struggle, the more frustrating it is! Luckily for me, the struggle has ended quickly. The attitude has changed and I'm no longer a push-over! Well, I'll enjoy a week long vacation at home starting tomorrow, before joining work :)

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